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christmas year
04:52
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I was thinking of the frequencies at which your voice does move
And it’s really quite orgasmic the Way the sign waves would go through
my eardrums
my eardrums
Oooooooooooo
And I was standing on her front porch
With the present in my hands
And I didn’t think she’d like it
Cause I picked it up from target
And nothing could beat that Christmas year driving to your house with Nana in the passenger
cause I only had my permit and you still couldn’t drive the happiest times of my life
Do you remember doing my make up
do you remember wrestling me to the ground
making out a top my ottoman unaware of the dream that I was in
And I would stay up late(all I wanna do is sleep)
And think of you all day(now I’m speaking candidly)
It’s this love I can’t control(love for you love for you)
I guess I felt to young (I feel young)
And it’s juvenile were juvenile we just wanted to be grown up now
Right now(x3)
But we were caught up in each other‘s long-lost older brothers
I just wanted to be older
you just wanted to be older
we just wanted to be older
yeah if only we were older
those low angle photos
Of your neck rolls
used to make me laugh
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2. |
dead grandpa
03:44
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it’s as inevitable as your left incisor grandpa’s gonna rot away
I turned her straight for at least five seconds
smoked a cigarette
and I didn’t think we’d spend the night in the ICU
and I didn’t think I’d see the minute old corpse of you
let’s all leave let’s all leave let them take him away
to some old morgue the same old corpse to some old morgue the same old corpse sorry I got corpse on your sweater
I just cranked one out to this cute dead girl
cause maybe then when I’m in heaven she’ll be like
“let’s hang out”
but I’m no dead boy
we weren’t that close I had no choice
I’m sorry
And it’s a couple of things
that my dad never taught me how to do like how to swim
without an inner tube
Daddy daddy please abduct me
it’s an emergency
code red room 302
I can’t sleep in this room
code red room 302
and God damn I forgot the shrooms
code red room 302
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car sex
02:04
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Maybe if I bleached my tips and ditched the glasses
I’d look more like a lover to you
well at least more than I do now
But when the sun goes down
you let me do to you
all the things I never thought I’d get to do to you
cause it’s a moonlight night
getting moonlight high the moonlight dragon roars
and in this moment
in this moment
I don’t even care anymore
that you cut my hair too short
I’m looking in the mirror
trying to find the man I used to be
but I don’t think I’ll find him here
cause when I’m with you
I forget all things I used to tell myself
Everyday
to keep myself down
And it’s time to do
the thing we’re too young to do
the car is on engines off
clear foggy night
you take off your top
I won’t take off anything at all
we’re getting hot and bothered in my car we’re getting hot and bothered in my car
(Hot and bothered a million times)
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4. |
insecurity blanket
03:32
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5. |
sixteen
01:01
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6. |
manlet in search of love
03:20
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I was born
a little bit shorter than all of those around me
it boils down to bad genes
so I can’t reach
all the top shelves
always need someone way bigger than me
so when my friends come over
then at least they’ll have a reason to stay at my house
And hearing about your sex life
really gets me insecure
and really gets me thinking more
about mine so I’ll
cycle through the premature times
where I came too fast and than I felt so sad
so I’ll keep playing chess with this E-girl and put The X-Files on repeat
Oh let’s talk the type of talk we can only talk at 3 AM
I’ve been watching more X-Files than I’ve been talking to my friends
I want to believe I want to believe
that there’s just someone way bigger than me
who can reach all the top shelves and save me from this living hell
A Manlet in search of love
A Manlet in search of love
A Manlet in search of
Love
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Need some relatable guy on the Internet to
make some relatable post about
my mental health and how life sucks
for me to open up my eyes
cause my emotions are all clogged up
just like my friends yellow cum
and I didn’t want your sympathy
I just wanted to buy a gun
And my friends won’t bum me cigarettes
and no my dad won’t bum me a cigarette
circumcised at 4 breast-fed till 12
mama you fucked me up
and I think there’s something wrong with me
cause I haven’t felt a thing
I haven’t shed a tear since my lipstick smeared
scream
Cause I’m never enough
no I’m never enough
I’m only horny on full moons
And this hands my lunar lover
way better than you
and it’s a were wolf inside me
her too cute face
is the silver bullet to my lycanthropy
And they’re all the werewolf hunters
and some of us we are the wolves
so grab your crosses and read your Bibles
come hunt us down
cause I was born
the objectively wrong hand
my whole lifes a sham I can’t control who I am
it’s all an act
they’ll learn to hate me
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and it’s been a couple nights since I snuck out to the haunted house
to do some drugs and meet some ghost to escape my friends
they’re all fake friends
and we’re all just 3‘6“ tall
and one wrong street we’re ready to end it all
stocking up the shelves with their dumb thoughts
like a stupid tweet I already forgot
it’s almost like it’s bad for our health
and people just don’t know the right words to say
and I sure wish I knew the right words to say
Then I would sing it like a lullaby
knowing full well the words were not mine
and youd bury me in the day old clothes brush your teeth flip the side fall asleep you hope no one knows
And we’re all our own worst enemies
I fantasize unhealthily
about things that I won’t say here
but I think one day
we will wake up
from this stupid dream the dead-end jobs
aids needles in the parking lots
The shallow graves
and cutting words
that hurt so god damn much
Ooooooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo
But I think we should all just give up now to avoid the embarrassment
the failure falling out our lips
and grandmas hip gave out at the top of the stairs
she came tumbling down tumbling tumbling tumbling down
and why can’t I just wake up
she keeps tumbling tumbling tumbling down tumbling tumbling tumbling down and why won’t I just wake up
nowwwwwwww
1234
Solooooo
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