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if we hope hard enough

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khai waiting for this band to get bigger so they'll visit Portland but geez the music is so good
Tori Kuizinas
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Tori Kuizinas I love this album, it gives me the same kind of vibes that Modern Baseball did when I first listened to them. Very raw and unpolished, but in a great way.

Also really like the Say Anything reference in the first song. Favorite track: dead grandpa.
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1.
I was thinking of the frequencies at which your voice does move And it’s really quite orgasmic the Way the sign waves would go through my eardrums my eardrums Oooooooooooo And I was standing on her front porch With the present in my hands And I didn’t think she’d like it Cause I picked it up from target And nothing could beat that Christmas year driving to your house with Nana in the passenger cause I only had my permit and you still couldn’t drive the happiest times of my life Do you remember doing my make up do you remember wrestling me to the ground making out a top my ottoman unaware of the dream that I was in And I would stay up late(all I wanna do is sleep) And think of you all day(now I’m speaking candidly) It’s this love I can’t control(love for you love for you) I guess I felt to young (I feel young) And it’s juvenile were juvenile we just wanted to be grown up now Right now(x3) But we were caught up in each other‘s long-lost older brothers I just wanted to be older you just wanted to be older we just wanted to be older yeah if only we were older those low angle photos Of your neck rolls used to make me laugh
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dead grandpa 03:44
it’s as inevitable as your left incisor grandpa’s gonna rot away I turned her straight for at least five seconds smoked a cigarette and I didn’t think we’d spend the night in the ICU and I didn’t think I’d see the minute old corpse of you let’s all leave let’s all leave let them take him away to some old morgue the same old corpse to some old morgue the same old corpse sorry I got corpse on your sweater I just cranked one out to this cute dead girl cause maybe then when I’m in heaven she’ll be like “let’s hang out” but I’m no dead boy we weren’t that close I had no choice I’m sorry And it’s a couple of things that my dad never taught me how to do like how to swim without an inner tube Daddy daddy please abduct me it’s an emergency code red room 302 I can’t sleep in this room code red room 302 and God damn I forgot the shrooms code red room 302
3.
car sex 02:04
Maybe if I bleached my tips and ditched the glasses I’d look more like a lover to you well at least more than I do now But when the sun goes down you let me do to you all the things I never thought I’d get to do to you cause it’s a moonlight night getting moonlight high the moonlight dragon roars and in this moment in this moment I don’t even care anymore that you cut my hair too short I’m looking in the mirror trying to find the man I used to be but I don’t think I’ll find him here cause when I’m with you I forget all things I used to tell myself Everyday to keep myself down And it’s time to do the thing we’re too young to do the car is on engines off clear foggy night you take off your top I won’t take off anything at all we’re getting hot and bothered in my car we’re getting hot and bothered in my car (Hot and bothered a million times)
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sixteen 01:01
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I was born a little bit shorter than all of those around me it boils down to bad genes so I can’t reach all the top shelves always need someone way bigger than me so when my friends come over then at least they’ll have a reason to stay at my house And hearing about your sex life really gets me insecure and really gets me thinking more about mine so I’ll cycle through the premature times where I came too fast and than I felt so sad so I’ll keep playing chess with this E-girl and put The X-Files on repeat Oh let’s talk the type of talk we can only talk at 3 AM I’ve been watching more X-Files than I’ve been talking to my friends I want to believe I want to believe that there’s just someone way bigger than me who can reach all the top shelves and save me from this living hell A Manlet in search of love A Manlet in search of love A Manlet in search of Love
7.
Need some relatable guy on the Internet to make some relatable post about my mental health and how life sucks for me to open up my eyes cause my emotions are all clogged up just like my friends yellow cum and I didn’t want your sympathy I just wanted to buy a gun And my friends won’t bum me cigarettes and no my dad won’t bum me a cigarette circumcised at 4 breast-fed till 12 mama you fucked me up and I think there’s something wrong with me cause I haven’t felt a thing I haven’t shed a tear since my lipstick smeared scream Cause I’m never enough no I’m never enough I’m only horny on full moons And this hands my lunar lover way better than you and it’s a were wolf inside me her too cute face is the silver bullet to my lycanthropy And they’re all the werewolf hunters and some of us we are the wolves so grab your crosses and read your Bibles come hunt us down cause I was born the objectively wrong hand my whole lifes a sham I can’t control who I am it’s all an act they’ll learn to hate me
8.
and it’s been a couple nights since I snuck out to the haunted house to do some drugs and meet some ghost to escape my friends they’re all fake friends and we’re all just 3‘6“ tall and one wrong street we’re ready to end it all stocking up the shelves with their dumb thoughts like a stupid tweet I already forgot it’s almost like it’s bad for our health and people just don’t know the right words to say and I sure wish I knew the right words to say Then I would sing it like a lullaby knowing full well the words were not mine and youd bury me in the day old clothes brush your teeth flip the side fall asleep you hope no one knows And we’re all our own worst enemies I fantasize unhealthily about things that I won’t say here but I think one day we will wake up from this stupid dream the dead-end jobs aids needles in the parking lots The shallow graves and cutting words that hurt so god damn much Ooooooooooooooo Oooooooooooo But I think we should all just give up now to avoid the embarrassment the failure falling out our lips and grandmas hip gave out at the top of the stairs she came tumbling down tumbling tumbling tumbling down and why can’t I just wake up she keeps tumbling tumbling tumbling down tumbling tumbling tumbling down and why won’t I just wake up nowwwwwwww 1234 Solooooo

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released May 15, 2020

reese ware- "my yellow cum" , additional back vox , end drums on yacolt
cameron curtis-"and the record begins, wait hows it go...?" , additional back vox
calvin hanna- yacolt ending/bridge beat
me- other stuff

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